Tuesday, April 17, 2007

New Game, Old Player

You know things are not going well when you return from a 4 month vacation and your supposed boyfriend doesn't contact you for 3 days, nor does he reply to any of your emails or voice messages. Even I - Ms. Optimism herself - was troubled.

Well, we finally made contact last evening, and split up. This time for good.

So here I am in the middle of a new game. But I'm an old player and I need to figure out the rules for myself. And I can't cheat and ask for help either as that would mean I lose and would be stranded mid game.

Why am I speaking in metaphors? I don't know. I suppose it makes for a more interesting post instead of just blabbing on about a breakup!

Everyone (even me) knew this was coming. Things have been crappy for ages. It still doesnt make it any easier, and it still makes me want to go over every detail and wonder what I could have done different. But its too late now and I need to figure out my next move.

So I'm officially signing up for a new team now. Let the games begin.


Sigsy said...

Why not do a year in Japan???

Jules said...

I know that at the moment, it sucks to be where you are (in terms of emotion, not location, since I'm sure T-Dot is awesome). But things do get better.

Give yourself time to grieve and then time to heal.

Boo said...

The things and feelings were very familiar to me, when I was younger. so I leant happy moment will come after sad moment. Time will treat your unconfortable situation.

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